hehe..so long no blog le..cos either too busy or too tired..or worse..no internet connection..hehes..
now actually im supposed to be busy..yupps..busy studying.but i decided to slack a while and write..so much happened recently..haix..must write down before i forget.everything..i realised tad things for me and my darling are goin smoothly...so smoothly..tad i beginnin to wonder if everything is a dream..we are close but i don feel realli realli bonded together..those type of feeling tad i will die for him one..haix..dunno how to explain la..maybe we will only get this type of feelings after we go through more obsticles and problems...i dun knoe..but i used to get those type of feeling when i was wid him.....until he hurt me too much...for me to be able to face him again.....don worry laugong..we still gort a lot a lot of time to pei yang our gan qing one..i believe one day i will love you until i willingly to die for u..hehe..
today so crap la..woke up late..den miss my test..dis friday need to go and retest..den go get MC..wait damn freaking long..sian 1/2...den took cab down..attend POa lesson awhile only end liao..sian 1/2 again..found out my hp the diamond heart dropped..sian 1/2 even more...den need to skip training to study...si bei sian...haix....
9 august 05
well..today is national day..singpore's national day..HAppy BirthDay!..hehess..malaysia one also comin lo..on 30th August..hehes..so happy..went to watch fireworks at esplanade wid my lau gong..but before tad we went to buy sweets..at my usual spot..M.walk..hehe..sweets wonderland..yumm...hehes..no more wasabi potatoe chips..sobx..nvm..den at the marina walk there..saw my ex..lester..haha..surprisingly..he smiled at mi..hehe..see him smile until so sweet..don feel like whackin him le..missed tad cashmire smile of his..haha.but tad was the past..now..im happy wid my darling lau gong..my one and only..he so sweet la..he bought me a bouquet of pink roses..den he so poor thing..wait for me outside my house until so long..he sweating lyk mad when i met him la..sayang..i cooked black pepper pasta for him to eat..duno whether he like a not..hehe..aniways, the fireworks was nice..so much la..see until song..den very funni lei..when got fireworks tad time..a few ah bengs behind us keep scoldin bad words...lolx..so kao bei..when suntec eat den went back esplanade take photos..den went home..on the way home..met my another ex..shane..haix..he so dao again..nvm..i understand..haix..den reached home quite late...........blah blahblah......
8 august 05
laugong went clubbin without me..sadded..but nvm.for the sake of studying and competition..worth it..
7 august 05
went NtU to trAin...den run until got skin abrasion..painful...den meet laugong..go gym..after tad when jp to watch wedding crasher..so funny..all the pple lyk weird weird one..hehe..den ate dinner at west coast there..den after tad went west coast park wid laugong..we go there romantic...hehes..saw his frens der..haha..den we climb pyramid..all the way to the top..den wen down to the center to lie down..den dis silly laugong..do stunt..suddenly pop one rose out..i was lyk so touched la..hehes..muacks..my darling so sweet..first time somemore sia..muacks..love my darling so much..den we went down to the park walk walk again..den sat down and relax relax..den went home..sorry darling..i will not smoke le..but accepting it is a natural reaction for someone who used to smoke..its an urge..but i will control...don worry.i will do it for u..
*pr0miise mii ; to holdd mii titee -
