Monday, August 22, 2005
ANGRY...humpf..stupid com.i hate euu...humpf.i type so long den u hang.now need to rewrite.
DONT BLOG LE LA..ARGH....
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005
haix..so tired.so many things happening at the same time lately.so busy..got tests this week.got projects deadline this week.got X country competition this week too.so many so many to do but so little so little time..haix.im so tired.tmr is the x country competition le..i hope i can do well..i don wan disappoint sham.haix.feel so horrible now..got headache den feel like vomittin my breakfast out la..haix..so xin ku.haix..don wan blog le.bye bye.
blast my fav music in my ears..hoping everything would be alright.but it doesnt seems so..nothing seems to be goin right..haix..i miss e old times when nothing seems to bother me.i was on the top of the world.even though i smoke all that..i felt happy and less stressful.haix..miss eu..tad night.
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Friday, August 12, 2005
so much project to do..so much tests to study..so much training to do..but so little time..haix...
wanna be in your arms forever..haix..love my darling lau gong..our relationship so smooth..not much ups and downs to bond us together yet..feel so loved..im scared of losing this feeling..
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haix..got cut on my tummy today..so pain..stupid me bang into the door.haix..i feel so sad and depressed..i wonder why..haix..back off..i nid some air to breathe.
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
hehe..so long no blog le..cos either too busy or too tired..or worse..no internet connection..hehes..
now actually im supposed to be busy..yupps..busy studying.but i decided to slack a while and write..so much happened recently..haix..must write down before i forget.everything..i realised tad things for me and my darling are goin smoothly...so smoothly..tad i beginnin to wonder if everything is a dream..we are close but i don feel realli realli bonded together..those type of feeling tad i will die for him one..haix..dunno how to explain la..maybe we will only get this type of feelings after we go through more obsticles and problems...i dun knoe..but i used to get those type of feeling when i was wid him.....until he hurt me too much...for me to be able to face him again.....don worry laugong..we still gort a lot a lot of time to pei yang our gan qing one..i believe one day i will love you until i willingly to die for u..hehe..
today so crap la..woke up late..den miss my test..dis friday need to go and retest..den go get MC..wait damn freaking long..sian 1/2...den took cab down..attend POa lesson awhile only end liao..sian 1/2 again..found out my hp the diamond heart dropped..sian 1/2 even more...den need to skip training to study...si bei sian...haix....
9 august 05
well..today is national day..singpore's national day..HAppy BirthDay!..hehess..malaysia one also comin lo..on 30th August..hehes..so happy..went to watch fireworks at esplanade wid my lau gong..but before tad we went to buy sweets..at my usual spot..M.walk..hehe..sweets wonderland..yumm...hehes..no more wasabi potatoe chips..sobx..nvm..den at the marina walk there..saw my ex..lester..haha..surprisingly..he smiled at mi..hehe..see him smile until so sweet..don feel like whackin him le..missed tad cashmire smile of his..haha.but tad was the past..now..im happy wid my darling lau gong..my one and only..he so sweet la..he bought me a bouquet of pink roses..den he so poor thing..wait for me outside my house until so long..he sweating lyk mad when i met him la..sayang..i cooked black pepper pasta for him to eat..duno whether he like a not..hehe..aniways, the fireworks was nice..so much la..see until song..den very funni lei..when got fireworks tad time..a few ah bengs behind us keep scoldin bad words...lolx..so kao bei..when suntec eat den went back esplanade take photos..den went home..on the way home..met my another ex..shane..haix..he so dao again..nvm..i understand..haix..den reached home quite late...........blah blahblah......
8 august 05
laugong went clubbin without me..sadded..but nvm.for the sake of studying and competition..worth it..
7 august 05
went NtU to trAin...den run until got skin abrasion..painful...den meet laugong..go gym..after tad when jp to watch wedding crasher..so funny..all the pple lyk weird weird one..hehe..den ate dinner at west coast there..den after tad went west coast park wid laugong..we go there romantic...hehes..saw his frens der..haha..den we climb pyramid..all the way to the top..den wen down to the center to lie down..den dis silly laugong..do stunt..suddenly pop one rose out..i was lyk so touched la..hehes..muacks..my darling so sweet..first time somemore sia..muacks..love my darling so much..den we went down to the park walk walk again..den sat down and relax relax..den went home..sorry darling..i will not smoke le..but accepting it is a natural reaction for someone who used to smoke..its an urge..but i will control...don worry.i will do it for u..
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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
haha..finally my fever went down..got high fever of 38.4 degree on monday after track training...sianz..head and throat so pain tad day la..den now we 2 months 2 days le...haix..so qiao.. double 2 again..haix..nvm..nvm..sian..i lagging behind a lot in my hmk..haix.i must jia you le wors..wei le wo men de jiang lai..i must study hard hard now..den next time get good good job with high high pay den we can enjoy life..hehez..man a not? lolx..darling..you must also jia you wors..hehes..btw..i must also jia you in my track..need to build up my stamina more..now still very lousy cos i keep getting sick..den nvr train much den stamina went down..sian..den must start training all over again..haix..the most disheartening thing is tad..i see others getting better and better while im lagging behind..i must put in xtra effort..i can do it one..IVP is next yr...i still got time to train..haix..okok..i think i better get started instead of ranting here..byes..
darling.love ya so much..muacks..
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