today the mood very bad..havin headache the whole day..cos i got flu..den my nose keep runnin..feels lyk crapz..den somemore kick boxin today so painful..i sparred wid cheryl..she keep whacking my tummy and head...after tad giiddy giddy liao..nvm..i stupid stupid..go and spar wid sara my senior..she so pro la..so..i kana whacked up lyk siao..after the match..my tears rolled down my cheeks uncontrollably..pain..is all i feel..cos my whole head kana punched..including my nose and rib cage..was kinda out of breath after tad punch in da rib..pain pain pain..but i feel kinda gd..cos i feel awake..lyk i was just punched out of my lalaland..reality was wad i felt.haix..aniway..felt numb soon after tad..so was kinda a transition between reality and neverland..but i feel gd too..cos e numbness took aaway my pain..haix.haix..haix..but why do i still feel so sad and lonely..?? darling where are euu???
*pr0miise mii ; to holdd mii titee -
