Wednesday, June 22, 2005
today the mood very bad..havin headache the whole day..cos i got flu..den my nose keep runnin..feels lyk crapz..den somemore kick boxin today so painful..i sparred wid cheryl..she keep whacking my tummy and head...after tad giiddy giddy liao..nvm..i stupid stupid..go and spar wid sara my senior..she so pro la..so..i kana whacked up lyk siao..after the match..my tears rolled down my cheeks uncontrollably..pain..is all i feel..cos my whole head kana punched..including my nose and rib cage..was kinda out of breath after tad punch in da rib..pain pain pain..but i feel kinda gd..cos i feel awake..lyk i was just punched out of my lalaland..reality was wad i felt.haix..aniway..felt numb soon after tad..so was kinda a transition between reality and neverland..but i feel gd too..cos e numbness took aaway my pain..haix.haix..haix..but why do i still feel so sad and lonely..?? darling where are euu???
*pr0miise mii ; to holdd mii titee -
Monday, June 20, 2005
i feel saddness all around..i just wan2 go home and play wid my astro boy..haix..why is my past buggin mi?? i just wan2 move on..but it seems hard..how could this happen to me? plz take me away..i don wan to live lyk dis..anymore.i wan2 to share wid my darling..but i cant..i don wan2 hurt him.haix..i such a bad gf...tads y i prefer to be alone...i don wan2 hurt anyone...haix...im so sorry if i ever hurt anyone of euu out der..im sorry..haix..but sorry cant solve the problem..i cant keep on saying sorry..i shall shut up...plz leave mi alone..
*pr0miise mii ; to holdd mii titee -
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
i very angry..the more i run..the fatter i get..this is so ridiculous la..but its true..haix..why liddat??!!!!STUPIDDD....haix..i now very stressed..becos of sch wrk..cca..my health..and....................him...........
...................haix.........
......peace..someone plz help mi..i wan some peace..haix..bye bye..i go play wid my astro boy liao.
*pr0miise mii ; to holdd mii titee -
