wah/...i feel lyk fuck manx..i happened to be clearin my hotmail acct..den i read everything tad i cleared la..den..wah kao..saw all the msgs me and my ex used to send each other..read liao..don feel lyk fuck also feel lyk fuck..if already feelin lyk fuck..will becum even Fuckier la..i faster faster delete all the msgs mans..wah kao..cant believe we last time fight so much still can together for so long..i duno how i tahan him one la..somemore is lyk all the fights were so pathetic la..all becos of jealousy and lack of trust la..bloody hell..read liao also dulan..somemore..i cant believe we last time so petty one la..terrible sia..fuck la..he keep sayin i lie to him la..ask him whether he love mi..everytime change subject..kao..read le also....ArghhHHHHH........fuck it fuck it...break wid mi so many times somemore..break my heart lyk its mendable..i duno why last time i can stand him la..i don even feel loved la..okok...stop readin..stop....STOP..
my bloody com damn irritatin sia..keep givin me so much problems..throw away la..
haix........i lyk some volcano erupt liddat...mood damn fuckin bad la..work oso work until lyk fuck...everything is lyk so screwed up...............the guy i like don like me..but lyk somemone else..always liddat one la..u lyk one..also cannot get...don lyk one..always easy to get..the world is nevER FAIR.....yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just wan euuuu.....why cant i jusst hab u??i will promise to love u wid all my heart..damn it...y do i always fall in love wid da bad guys...wei she me...why why why??? i make my own life miserable only..but i knoe tad..but still go fall in love wid bad guys..haix..i think im a hopeless nutcase la..but nvm....no matter if u are by my side a not..i still love u..i will contiune to love you till someone else can manage to steal my heart away lyk u do..which i think need a miracle for tad to happen..haix....feel lyk clubbin now..at least i can dance and forget my troubles for a moment...burn mother fucker...burn.....
*pr0miise mii ; to holdd mii titee -
