haix..nowadays so tired..like not much slp..den everyday like some zombie liddat..i feel so old la..lyk no energy wor..den tad day benson trick mi go chalet..i stayed overnight..stupid cherywn make mi play stupid game wid him..den duno why i everytime lose..den he make mi do stupid things la..esp the one i wid ming jie playin too..btw..i think everyone at the chalet is retarded..cos they make so much noise..i wan2 slp they oso wan2 disturbx..luckily no gang bang..lolx..den Some..juz played mahjong the whole night..siao..den in the end slp awhile only los..btw..benson..thank u for takin care of mi the whole night..lolx..brudder lei..smoke oso share..food oso share..drinks oso share..even bicycle oso share..hahas..xin ku ni le..i so fat..bryan..don worry i will take gd care of ur jacket one...even though its already so smelly....hahas..den next day go work..wan2 die liao..i stand there look at customers den i doze off..head chef come ask mi don slp..i kana shocked and very scared la..cos he fierce wad..den i bluff him say my eyes pain..tads y close awhile..he stupid stupid believe me la...lolx......hm..........a bit disappointed wid one of my fren...cos supposed to meet him after my work..den he suddenly cannot make it..i take my time out specially to meet him somemore i so tired also wors...den he cannot..a bit pek chek..haix..nvm nvm..tmr..my last chance le..better at least close one case..haix..mood lyk a bit down..cos lyk tired plus stress..den now i so fat...haix..i miss a lot of pple lei..a lot of my fren i very long no contact..lyk lester..shumin..jasmine..hui qing..ah jo..tryphena..etc..haix..if anyone of u see this..pls pls..contact mi k? missed ya lots.....
giving someone all your love is not an assurance that he will love you back. don't expect love in return, wait for it to grow in his heart, if it doesn't, be contented it grows in yours........
A heart truly in love never loses hope but always believes..........if you love her please let her know because it hurts to love when you have to go....Relationships are like glass, sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together, or worse, have nothing strong to bind it together. you never lose in loving. you only lose in holding back.........
i have learned.don't throw your back to love when it's already in front of you, don't drive it away from you because if you did, someday you'll think again why you let love fly away when it was Once Right next to YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........haix.......why i soooo stupid......i thinking of tad day again....when i let you go......didnt know i loved u soo much..
*pr0miise mii ; to holdd mii titee -
