argh...feel damn down nowadays..feel lyk shit la..went sparks 2 days ago wid crystal and ver..den got fight..we go watch for fun..den went back sparks again.techno tad night..i dance lyk crap la..too tired le cos i went after work..crystal not bad ar..can dance..haha..got police come tad nite..i guess its pretty much normal..cos everytime i go also got police come wan..after tad..i very lucky..my dear dear ron..who is soo so nice..come down to town just to fetch me home in a nice nice comfortable car..my legs were killin me after dancin da whole night in heels..terrible..lolx..wad a sweet guy..thanks!
yesterday was so horrible..i went to meet sinclair after my work..den i think i smoked too much kana asthma attack..my whole was lyk goin numb la..my asthma puff lyk no use wan..use le still so pain all over..luckily never go into coma due to lack of oxygen.took a panadol from sinclair's fren and felt a bit better..den he sent mi home..im so sorry sinclair..always gib you so much problems one..sorry..i feel so bad mans..next time i wid u..i will try to take extra care..so wont gib u so much trouble..im soo terrible mans..i don feel lyk writin le...cos i feel damn crappy..someone pls hold me..cos im losin myself..stupid da huai dan..miss u lei..y u liddat one??!!..haix...fan si ren le...
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