so fan...fan si ren le..fan si ren le..wad am i doin mans?!
wake up..i lyk in coma liddat..
help...did someone just shoot mi in the brain?
ok..nvm..i will forget everything.
i wan2 start everything afresh..
sowie for being so selfish..
sowie..
i cant take it animore..
head hurts lyk fire burnin..
1 week 3 days..
days passin by ever so slowly..
yet im still here waitin..
waitin for wad seems like eternity,
waitin for a miracle.
but none came by.
juz the endless cold breeze
blowin through my hair,
sending chills down my back.
oh how i wished it was summer now.
warm warm summer..
keeping me kickin and alive.
but it never came.
all i saw was a blur
a pinhole view of bright colors,
flashiing pass my eyes.
blinded and dejected..
i stood in one corner,
tad dark corner..
willing myself to die.
so i wont feel animore pain.
but somehow i felt guilt and selfishness instead..
but it doesnt matter,
it doesnt matter animore..
it really doesnt matter animore..
cos i cant go back to who i used to be now..
i am juz me..
stupid ol'me..
wastin my life away..
waitin for sth tad doesnt exist..
or wad i think doesntt exist..
it was juz a dream...
a dream of u n me.
a beautiful one though.
garbage band king..
i will never lose u..
yet i will forget u forever..
forgive..forget..forever..
byes..
so meaningful..
thanks paulz..
even though i don knoe u..
*pr0miise mii ; to holdd mii titee -
