Monday, March 28, 2005
could anyone get for mi this pretty doll??
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i feel so happy..
yesterday went kbox wid mua sis..
sing until wan2 die wan2 die..lolx..
den after tad went town wid my sis and my mum..
shop shop shop..hahas.feel very happy cos i very long never go out wid them le..
since duno how long ago..aniwaes..we took neoprints..look so pretty..hahas..all da 3 ladies..lolx..okok..fine.i a bit bhb..i not pretty los..
today went bugis bought a mini demin skirt for 10 bucks only..so cheap..looks quite ok too..wad a bargain.hahas..den my mum took mi for eye brow shapin..sooo painfuull siaaa..i almost cried la..but i think i look lyk a FREAk now..oh my gosh...
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Saturday, March 26, 2005
from today onwards..i startin afresh..
yeaH..feel tad energy gushin through me..
im not tad same girl u know anymore..
im goin to be much stronger now..
much tougher..
so dont u dare come and mess wid me anymore.
i had enuff of all your nonsense..
wad u waitin..
wad u waitin..
wad u waitin for?!
muahahahas..
be gone now..cos i will now
forgive..forget..forever...
if u wan me..
come catch me.
bleahzz.. >.<
tick tock..tick tock..tick tock..lolx..
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Friday, March 25, 2005
so fan...fan si ren le..fan si ren le..wad am i doin mans?!
wake up..i lyk in coma liddat..
help...did someone just shoot mi in the brain?
ok..nvm..i will forget everything.
i wan2 start everything afresh..
sowie for being so selfish..
sowie..
i cant take it animore..
head hurts lyk fire burnin..
1 week 3 days..
days passin by ever so slowly..
yet im still here waitin..
waitin for wad seems like eternity,
waitin for a miracle.
but none came by.
juz the endless cold breeze
blowin through my hair,
sending chills down my back.
oh how i wished it was summer now.
warm warm summer..
keeping me kickin and alive.
but it never came.
all i saw was a blur
a pinhole view of bright colors,
flashiing pass my eyes.
blinded and dejected..
i stood in one corner,
tad dark corner..
willing myself to die.
so i wont feel animore pain.
but somehow i felt guilt and selfishness instead..
but it doesnt matter,
it doesnt matter animore..
it really doesnt matter animore..
cos i cant go back to who i used to be now..
i am juz me..
stupid ol'me..
wastin my life away..
waitin for sth tad doesnt exist..
or wad i think doesntt exist..
it was juz a dream...
a dream of u n me.
a beautiful one though.
garbage band king..
i will never lose u..
yet i will forget u forever..
forgive..forget..forever..
byes..
so meaningful..
thanks paulz..
even though i don knoe u..
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Thursday, March 24, 2005
haix..fan si ren..fan si ren le..why everytime i got problem one..i think im the worst girlfren in the whole wide world..so guys..better becareful..better not come near me..i will only bring u all misery..haix..i think i become lesbian...girls will oso run away..why liddat..why got problems and doubts also nvr sit down and settle wid me?!why? am i realli tad scary...tad unreasonable..tad hard to talk to?!! juz tell me straight in the face wad u got to say..like i wasnt hurt before liddat..i can take it..juz tell me..if this goes on..we will have nth to say...nth to say to each other..if u got things..juz tell mi la..am i still ur gf?? if i am..juz share it wid me..if u think im hidin sth from u..juz ask.."ask and u shall be given"..i'll try my best to give u everything i can give..
btw..1 week 2 days le..
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Monday, March 21, 2005
wad the hell..im so dead la..i still don wan to slp..now lyk so late le..and i didnt really slp yesterday..woohoooooo.....yesterday was freakin fun sia..went clubbin at cheeky monkeys..den went wu ha (i think tads the name of the club..cos i too drunk to see)..hahas..me n sinclair siao liao..i feel a bit weird la..cos i used to dancin techno..den yesterday suddenly change to RnB..i not used to it..lolx..not bad..i broke record..me n sinclair share 2 bottles of tiger beer..den went i go work..the pple there gib mi 2 cups of hot sake..den after work i bought Booz to drink..den at the club i drink 3 more bottles of trequila..lolx..i tak boleh tahan..almost slept in the toilet..lolx..yes..i fell down inside the toilet too..big joke..ah jo supposed to join us..but couldnt get in..the stupid bouncer..box him den he knoe ar..hahas..ok ba..i think i say until here enuff le..cos the things happenin after tad so blurr..tsk tsk..too drunk as i said..all i remember is tad dis mornin i kana from my HQ...sian..but nvm..at least i had fun.. ;) u know wad i mean..Fun..*cheeky grin* ;))
btw..today is day 7..which means..its one week already........
wo men de ai.....
guo le jiu bu zai hui lai..
zi dao xian wo hai zai mo mo de den dai..
wo men de ai....
wo ming bai...yi jing cheng le ni de fu dan..
zi shi yong yuan wo dou fang bu kai...
jui hou de wen ruan..
nice song...but....................lalalalaaa..........
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Thursday, March 17, 2005
today was gr8..i lot of my frens visited my workplace..so fun..hahas..thanks u peeps for droppin by..lub ya lots..lololx..wah.i tell u juz noe at the restuarant got an ang moh keep disturbin me la..cos i serve him hot sake(jap alcohol).. den he keep talkin to me whenever i serve the sake..in the end he ended up drinkin 8 bottles of sake la..lolx..den he asked me wad time end work..den ask me go party together..if not he can oso send mi home..crazy rite..somemore the gf beside him la..hm..day 3 of forgettin da huai dan goin so smoothly..i only come online den think of him..cos huai dan online..hahas..looks lyk things r juz gettin better n better by the day..;)
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
wah..today damn song ar..lolx..went sentosa wid eunice to tann..i think i got burnt la..lolx..met this grp of joker guys..they all funny funny weird weird one..haha..den i tell them i got stead le..so they all go disturb eunice..lolx..yupps..the 2 words "got stead" really so scary but useful sia..hahas..they gundo goondo one..i go bluff them i am eunice and eunice is me..they believe..they even think i younger than her la..so dumb..btw..today realli play until quite happy..although my hand hurts from playin vball..haha..today day 2 of gettin over da huai dan..so song..wo kan kai le..i even can tok to huai dan in a light mood la..yay...cheers.. :))
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day 1 of gettin over da huai dan..haha..can make it..i got smile a lot..except i very tired la..feel like sleepin when i serve customers..lolx..den my seniors complain tad the sleepy look on my face makin them sleepy too..haha..oops..cant help it..but at least just now break got sleep a bit so my night shift not so jia lat..hehez..cant wait for tmr..i goin to sentosa wid my darling eunice..so happy..cos now im like damn fair..so got chance to tann must faster faster grab..but the only problem is now i so fat..tmr wear bikini sure very eeyerr one..so fat..haha..okok..gtg at least tone my tummy now..if not tmr sure bulge until very horrigible one.. :P
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
humpf..da huai dan hurt my feelings so much..but i don think da huai dan knoes ba..haix..don wan than don wan los..im leepeng..im supposed to be the strong girl tad my frens see me as..haix..fine..okok..wo hui zhen zhou de..yupps..jia you..haha..must let tad pink pink color resume on my face again..if not not pretty le if i sad sad everyday..i will forget da huai dan..cos da huai dan wad..so huai dan...remember for wad?! yay..okok..smile smile..tads the way..must have faith and confidence in myself..
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Sunday, March 13, 2005
da huai dan..wo wei ni shuai le yi jiao..wo hao tong hao tong..sob sobx..haix..nowadays mood not very good..so i keep eatin and eatin..so i grow fatter and fatter...haix..yesterday was our 2 years 2 months..haix..no mood to blog anymore..byes..
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my garbage band king is a da huai dan..da huai dan..DA HUAI DAN!!!..humpf...sob sobx..stupid da huai dan..hurt my feelings..make me cry only..i tot u were different la..haix..
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Friday, March 11, 2005
haha..juz got back from work not long ago..i think my hp bill got jiu le..juz in case u don know..i now workin as a waitress in a jap restuarant at paragon called the new yamagen..feel free to visit me hors..lolx..sian..stand almost the whole day..now leg pain..>.< no choice..i now hopin can faster get my pay so i can clear my debts..haix..recently duno why i feel so sad..someone like neglectin me..i feel so lonely..why he liddat..play wid me..now dont wan me le issit?! haix..don wan think le la..bye bye..
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Monday, March 07, 2005
sigh..i think im goin to be stuck at home for a very long time..im lyk so broke cos i overused my hp and now i need to cough up 350++ bucks to pay for my bills..this is like pits..damn it..everyday at home will die one lei..so bored..now i hopin i can find a job soon so i can earn more money to spend..and make up for the money i spend on my hp bills..oh man..350++ bucks for my hp..still cant believe it..die la..must stop usin my hp so much le..if dis goes on ar..i need to declare bankruptcy sia..
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Sunday, March 06, 2005
bored bored bored...eeyore so cute..lolx..*hint hint~* i wan to keep a collection of eeyores too.. (:
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Thursday, March 03, 2005
Eeyore.. (:
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Tuesday, March 01, 2005
i wan to thank god for givin me such gr8 blessings..i improved a lot since my prelims..well..i got 40 for prelims..hahas..cant believe it...i finally can put down a very very heavy load since i got back my o levels results today...didnt do tad bad..except i got f9 for my a maths...tad is lyk expected la..hahas..NEE ANN POLY!!..here i come..business studies...is the course i hope i can get in...my gosh..i was so happy tad i cried today la..lolx..i duno wad to say now..btw..for those who didnt do tad well or think tad their results r not up to their expectations..don gib up hope...god has plans for u..;)
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