Sunday, February 27, 2005

hahas..today so fun..early morning went clementi k-box..wid tryphena n shumin..lolx..was singin our butts out..okie..maybe not tad jia lat..but sing until we chest pain..lolx..haha..very funny sia..we cannot find the girls toilet in k-box..in the end got a grp of malay guys have to tell us where it is..so pai seh la..they even ask their female supervisor to go check us out..den the supervisor even asked them wad color shirt me n tryphena wearin..so funni..lolx...den after tad we went to the arcade to play..play until my hand pain sia..me n tryphena played the rock fever3 machine practically the whole day..hahas..den after tad i played a bit of para para...den went to play hamster..so cute..hamster hamster hamster...cute cute cute..nvm you knoe...after playin wid hamster i pei tryphena go eat..after eat finish still not enuff lei...we still went to arcade to play more bishi-bashi..den rock fever3 machine..and me a bit of para para again..hahas...damn song sia..play until like siao..hahahs...kkz..end here le..wo yao jian jian dan dan di ai...hahas..wo hui deng ni ba wo de xing na zhou.. (:

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Saturday, February 26, 2005

oh my goodness...for those who duno yet..we are gettin back our results on monday..3 pm..so nerve wreckin....i scared la..lolx..wonder how well did i fare..

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Lonely in love
You can feel cut off from the world
When you commit yourself to your partner and your relationship, your life changes and as far as social contact goes, that shift is often for the worse.

Perhaps being a couple means you've cut yourself off from friends or family. Spending time with your partner seemed so important that everyone else in your life took a back seat.

You can feel emotionally cut off
It's particularly dangerous because within any relationship, there's a natural move towards separation. This sounds strange as surely love brings you together?

But actually, once you commit yourselves, you spend more time apart. The first excitement's died and other things, like work and children, are more demanding. Even when you are together, you may not feel happy. Almost every couple hits problems when they start to build a committed relationship. You're different people, with different needs and it's a challenging tightrope to stay happy and fulfilled.

And, because you've always expected fulfilment, you may feel like a hopeless failure. At least when you are single, you can look forward to the companionship of love. When you're in a relationship and you're lonely, you ask yourself 'is this it?'

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

i duno wad say..leave me alone..
i wan to be alone..
i cant seem to smile..
let me go..
argh..
cant take it anymore..
alone.alone.alone.
if i told u this was killing me, will you stop?

i slashed myself..forcing myself into darkness..why cant i be ~~happy~~ lyk others..

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Sunday, February 20, 2005

i think this is gettin crazy..i slept at 9 30 in da morning..and woke up at four..i feel as though im wasting my life away..i meanin sleepin my life away..haix..btw..i made chicken wrapped pasta in tomatoe sauce..i screwed up the the part where i need to make freah pasta..wah..first time makin from flour n eggs..so difficult..still instant one better and more convenient..hahas..okie..gettin a bit pissed wid my blog..cos the pictures keep havin broken links..and i wonder why..could anyone tell mi why?!! cos if i refresh...some appear some disappear again..so stupidd....humpf..

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hahas..nows 4 am in da morning..i cant sleep..i think im turnin into a night animal that comes out huntin at night..terrible..and my moms is goin crazy every night askin me to slp..well i cant help it if i cant slp..wad u wan me to do? eat sleepin pills? i think prozac suits me better since im lyk gettin weirder and weirder by e day..madder and madder by e hour..losin my sanity by e minutes..fearin tad i would probably be goin yar-ya by e time e next morning comes..okie..wad to do..i duno..maybe stay in reality by watchin tv..chattin online and on da phone..well..tad isnt a bad idea..comes to think of it..i find it weird..someone actually said i had a nice fanny..which i nvr heard before in my entire lifetime...well..mabe becos i used to be a runner..

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